all I want is disappear..
"I'll prove to you that i can be skinny,
Just Watch Me."
*can be tiggering. i'm not pro-anything. this blog is simply record my love-hate relathionship to food & myself and just my weigloss journey, but despite i do it unhealthy way, i don't promote ED.*
- me: fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat
- me: need to lose weight
- me: caloriescaloriescaloriescaloriescalories
- *10 minutes later*
- me: food food food food food food
- me: no don't think about food
- me: ugh calories food food food food food
- me: gotta study or something.
- me: food food food food food food
- me: I'll just have one teaspoon and stop.
- *5 minutes later*
- me: binge/purge
- *5 minutes later:
- me: fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat
- me: need to lose weight
- me: food food food food food
- me: I'm going to kill myself
- AND REPEAT
Myself.
These photos were not edited in anyway other than to group them together.
I started out at 191lbs.
I am 135lbs today.
5’5”, I haven’t measured waistlines or anything, but I did take them when I first started.
June 2011-present.
dream it, believe it, achieve it! as my 8th grade Algebra teacher would always say.
If you set your goals to it, and you can commit to it, you will achieve it. <3
(via skinnyiswhatpeoplesee)
(via 36-kgs)
(via 36-kgs)
(via dis-eating-order)
(via tasteslikeregrets)
(via slightly-psychotic)
(via tasteslikeregrets)
(via sicklyskinny)
(via anorexic-soul)
(via elegant-avenue)
(via cadaverisms)
(via 36-kgs)
this picture, compared with the other one (which is now deleted) shows that pictures can be deceiving. My legs looked bigger in the other one, and unfortunately they do look huge irl, this one makes them look smaller. I am not thin.
